Friday, October 3, 2008
None shall be greedy,
things could not exist to make every single person happy..
Every decusion made by you,
all i can do is to accept it..
With you and her together, i will not be there..
But,
when she's not there for you,
i will be most willing to be beside you..
I believe, you already realised that we are drifting apart,
that's a fact..
i could not exist with her..
None shall be greedy, you shall only choose one person..
Even though i had not asked your opinion,
but i believe that i know what's your decision..
i shall accept it..
Yes, I am avoiding you..
Maybe you realised, maybe you din't..
Since there was her..
i won't be there..
I'm just someone to be beside you when she left you alone..
I will comfort you, but,
is there anyone to comfort me?
I doubt..
Perhaps i don't understand you a lot..
Perhaps that's not what you want..
But since you could'nt make up your mind,
i shall help you decide and give you a push..
All i hope was that, both of you would be fine together..
I believed you know that i don't like her.. But..
she is still your best friend..
All i could do now is to pray for you that she won't do the things that she did in the past..
Previously when you quarrelled with her..
I stand beside you, wanting to amend both of yours relationship..
But you doesn't want my help..
In the end, both of you are back to normal without telling me..
Where do i stand in your heart?
I'm far away from you..
Now, whenever i saw you.. you are always with her..
Talking to her leaving me alone..
I'm a human..
i can't tell lies that i'm not jealous at all..
since it seems like you had made the final decision..
I shall leave..
When it's your birthday..
Have you ever wondered why I didn't give you a call and tell you happy birthday?
Maybe you didn't know the fact that.. You don't need me..
I'm just someone to accompany you when she left you alone..
So,
why shall i do things that will embarrass myself,
by telling you happy birthday?
The fact is that, you won't bother much..
I'm always the one thinking too much..
I shall give up..
Perhaps you didn't realise that I'm always giving you excuses that i couldn't call you due to some things..
But,
God knows if I'm really not free..
Whenever you tell me about the things that happened between you and her,
And how she made you laugh..
My heart hurts..
I am not able to make you laugh but.. instead i made you more troubled didn't i?
However, i still tried to put on a smile on my face; talk to you normally with bright smiles on my face..
Now, its all useless..
I can't bring myself to end this ***.. so..
The only thing that i could do now is to..
Let go..
